Some answers on Himmah

For hamba Allah..
but if anyone else is interested in reading..then hey..whats wrong in sharing knowledge rite??

As you asked earlier on, and as explained by bro Ammar Rafeeq, The highest thing that one can target is meeting Allah. I just want to add some bits..consider it an appetizer.

To strive for a cause  is the only reason why we live, yet if we aim to achieve a certain limited success such as straight A's in SPM, or 1st Class Honours Degree, or a professional engineer, then be acknowledged that there will always be a higher cause.
So..
IF we strive for this WORLD, then when we die, there's always the hereafter..
IF we strive for JANNAH, then we achieve it, there's always a higher place..
EVEN IF we strive for the highest place in JANNAH, then there's still the chance of meeting Allah..

BUT if we struggle for the sake of wanting to meet ALLAH, then when we do achieve it, surely we would ask of no more!!

And in living as a person who dreams of meeting Allah, would you think one would do things that Allah dislikes..
He would see sins like fearing enormous mountains..bcoz he knows Allah hates them
His would make prayers in every chance he has..bcoz he knows Allah listens to them
He would repent more than he breaths..bcoz he knows Allah forgives
He would praise Allah each time he speaks..bcoz he knows Allah let him praise
He would deeply love Allah more than anything else..bcoz he knows Allah loves him too..

Ya Allah for with what I say,

I pray show me the way

And Yet He Knows..

I was blogwalking..no i prefer calling blogrunning, bcoz if i'm in a real hurry, i would simply glance at the posts, and make a brief scan..And so i came across this blog and though i didn't pay much attention to the post (really sorry,kinda in a hurry) but somehow what triggered my heart was the background song.
Come..please hear..and feel..

So today...now..here...this second...are you believing that He knows..Think about it...
Ya Allah.Forgive me for my mistakes.Aid me with what I said.
For You are the Almighty

Love 01

IF UR READING THIS...DO NOT CLICK THE RED 'X'..

Oh.come on..I know that by the time you saw this title you'd already be thinking that this post would be all about the 'so called' boring things like loving Allah..loving the Prophet PBUH..or loving our friends lillahita'ala..

SO IF U ARE..then STOP.

Because shockingly..today Abdur Rahiim Khamaruzaman will be talking about the thing that he reproaches the most.

L. O. V. E...

I really think explanation would be unnescessary, but just in case you still think im talking about the wrong love..

I am talkin about the feeling you have seeing ur bf or gf or future fiancee or future husband/wife...or whatever other things you call it..

I am talkin about the admiration filling ur heart as you glance at the most handsome guy or fairest lady in college..

And YES i am talkin about how our hearts melt as we see the kindness, sweetness and softness of the pearl of our eyes..get it?

This IS ABOUT LOVE

And I really mean LOVE...literally..

huh..even saying the word makes me tremble..

So what triggered this obnoxious post?

Yesterday, and today..yup, its been two days that mom has asked me..
And it sounds something like this;

" If ever one day, you really fall in love with someone, and you start thinking about marriage, what will you do. "

Then I would laugh out..questioning whether it was a joke.

She then said; "No, i'm discussing this seriously."

So i replied with my all noble face:

"Mama, you now that i was just joking about syifa', 'aisyah and even fatimah (all not real names)..sincerely, i know how to control myself."

Well, lately this year, i have been showing her some girls, giving her some names to add in 'the list' and truthfully i had always considered it a joke.you know, just a son-and-mom joke..and she would always say.."there he goes again"..
Back to the story..

Then she would say;

"My dear son, you WILL one day suddenly see your true love, and all that you would be thinking about at that time would be..marriage..then what will you do.."

And there i was dumbstruck, not only in knowing that she was seriously serious..but also that this has never occurred yet, and she convinced me that it will

" I donno..what can i do?"

And then it came out..

" If it does not bother you, i plead..please dear son, when you meet her, and your heart knows that insyaAllah you will be together..please keep her away for the moment..please wait..when the time really comes.."

Now, i know there will be many misunderstandings from this story..things like..
what do you mean by when the time comes?
why the heck am i telling u this story for?
whats the problem with ur mom?
and also..
like whats the problem with YOU?


Man..to solve it all, i'll be needing to tell a loooong story.
And you know how irritating long posts can get..and it is even more suffering for the one writing it..
so i'll stop here..let the questions float for a few days..and if u really think i should continue ASAP, please say so..
P/S: The post is called Love 01..

Ya Allah, for my heart is only for You

guide me to Your love

Ok..ok..its been long enough..

Bismillah..By the name of Allah, The Ruler of all rulers.
I know that i needed to rest for a while, but who knew 'a while' last so long!
So for a change, i decided that its better to start again than wait..
And talking about changes..i'm gonna discuss a thing..i hope would most beneficial to all..especially me..

Have you ever had the feeling that its about time you changed, that you're fed up of the disgracing person you've become, that you know the truth that lies ahead....yet its so hard to change..so tough to endure that path.
You know, that its the ONLY way accepted, and that no other ways are truer than it...but
your past..
your lust..
your wants..
your world..
All seem to cloud the light that you now see.And everytime you jump..the light is back in sight..but then by time, you fall hopelessly back down..so frustrated that it was so near..

This light, is hidayah from Allah the Most Compassionate..
And the seek for it is Tarbiyyah..or in other words, a process to change..good to bad.

Now i'm sure once in a time you've experienced this routine, coz im sure i had..

And one day i learned, that as the saying goes, "aim for the moon, if you fail you'll fall among the stars."

 In a process to change, we must do the same..

Target for the highest thing you can achieve by this change..

like getting ajr?

No, higher..

the reward of heaven?

NO! Target for the HIGHEST thing you want to achieve, your ever dreams, your only reason to live, your 

 highest hope, what you most plead every day and every night...

err, you actually mean, like seeing Allah? to be with Him?

And is there anything higher than THAT? 

For that is called Himmah al-'Aliyah. Your highest dream. And when you want to change, hold firm to it, for there is nothing more important than it. Your world, your lust, your wants and other needs, all will wilt when you compare it to that. Hold it and honour it, insyaAllah..you will persevere..

 Ya Allah for all that I seek is YouI pray, grant my dreams