Today i lost my phone and RM800++
My first reactions were quite the not me..i felt frustrated, angry, and even started blaming others..
but then i called my mom..and it all turned out better...
"How can you expect that all turns out well... when your relationship with Allah isn't that well."
And then i suddenly realised that i have been missing many amals lately. My nite prayers, my recitings, my nawafils, all neglected. trying to give full effort for my examinations..and each nite i would set the phone alarm, hoping that it would wake me up for tahajjud..whereas each time it does sound, i ignore it.
So tonite i realise, tonite i come back to You Ya Allah..
For the One who sleeps and wakes is only You..
Thank You for this test..for this come back.
For You are the Almighty