IF UR READING THIS...DO NOT CLICK THE RED 'X'..
Oh.come on..I know that by the time you saw this title you'd already be thinking that this post would be all about the 'so called' boring things like loving Allah..loving the Prophet PBUH..or loving our friends lillahita'ala..
SO IF U ARE..then STOP.
Because shockingly..today Abdur Rahiim Khamaruzaman will be talking about the thing that he reproaches the most.
L. O. V. E...
I really think explanation would be unnescessary, but just in case you still think im talking about the wrong love..
I am talkin about the feeling you have seeing ur bf or gf or future fiancee or future husband/wife...or whatever other things you call it..
I am talkin about the admiration filling ur heart as you glance at the most handsome guy or fairest lady in college..
And YES i am talkin about how our hearts melt as we see the kindness, sweetness and softness of the pearl of our eyes..get it?
This IS ABOUT LOVE
And I really mean LOVE...literally..
huh..even saying the word makes me tremble..
So what triggered this obnoxious post?
Yesterday, and today..yup, its been two days that mom has asked me..
And it sounds something like this;
" If ever one day, you really fall in love with someone, and you start thinking about marriage, what will you do. "
Then I would laugh out..questioning whether it was a joke.
She then said; "No, i'm discussing this seriously."
So i replied with my all noble face:
"Mama, you now that i was just joking about syifa', 'aisyah and even fatimah (all not real names)..sincerely, i know how to control myself."Well, lately this year, i have been showing her some girls, giving her some names to add in 'the list' and truthfully i had always considered it a joke.you know, just a son-and-mom joke..and she would always say.."there he goes again"..
Back to the story..
Then she would say;
"My dear son, you WILL one day suddenly see your true love, and all that you would be thinking about at that time would be..marriage..then what will you do.."
And there i was dumbstruck, not only in knowing that she was seriously serious..but also that this has never occurred yet, and she convinced me that it will
" I donno..what can i do?"
And then it came out..
" If it does not bother you, i plead..please dear son, when you meet her, and your heart knows that insyaAllah you will be together..please keep her away for the moment..please wait..when the time really comes.."
Now, i know there will be many misunderstandings from this story..things like..
what do you mean by when the time comes?
why the heck am i telling u this story for?
whats the problem with ur mom?
like whats the problem with YOU?
Man..to solve it all, i'll be needing to tell a loooong story.
And you know how irritating long posts can get..and it is even more suffering for the one writing it..
so i'll stop here..let the questions float for a few days..and if u really think i should continue ASAP, please say so..
P/S: The post is called Love 01..
Ya Allah, for my heart is only for You
guide me to Your love