I know that i needed to rest for a while, but who knew 'a while' last so long!
So for a change, i decided that its better to start again than wait..
And talking about changes..i'm gonna discuss a thing..i hope would most beneficial to all..especially me..
Have you ever had the feeling that its about time you changed, that you're fed up of the disgracing person you've become, that you know the truth that lies ahead....yet its so hard to change..so tough to endure that path.
You know, that its the ONLY way accepted, and that no other ways are truer than it...but
All seem to cloud the light that you now see.And everytime you jump..the light is back in sight..but then by time, you fall hopelessly back down..so frustrated that it was so near..
This light, is hidayah from Allah the Most Compassionate..
And the seek for it is Tarbiyyah..or in other words, a process to change..good to bad.
Now i'm sure once in a time you've experienced this routine, coz im sure i had..
And one day i learned, that as the saying goes, "aim for the moon, if you fail you'll fall among the stars."
In a process to change, we must do the same..
Target for the highest thing you can achieve by this change..
like getting ajr?
the reward of heaven?
NO! Target for the HIGHEST thing you want to achieve, your ever dreams, your only reason to live, your
highest hope, what you most plead every day and every night...
err, you actually mean, like seeing Allah? to be with Him?
And is there anything higher than THAT?
For that is called Himmah al-'Aliyah. Your highest dream. And when you want to change, hold firm to it, for there is nothing more important than it. Your world, your lust, your wants and other needs, all will wilt when you compare it to that. Hold it and honour it, insyaAllah..you will persevere..