And it keeps ringing

Why is it that when everything is so cramped, you're so efficient?
Yet when it is so ample, you're so useless?
Emptiness, loneliness, nothingness.

A senior once said, in many many tests that Allah has for you, there will be a test of nothingness.
A time when you have nothing sorted out for you, nothing told to be done, no programs, no schedules, no assignments, nothing.
And there, you'll know what i mean.

"So learn from this nothingness, be a master of it, and insyaAllah you'll find the true meaning of istiqamah"

Ya Allah.Forgive me for my mistakes.Aid me with what I said.
For You are the Almighty